Meh. I have tried to write up a post about 3 times and it just turns out to be a whine-fest. Truth is? I have become a jealous, bitter person. I see the happiness around me and I am pissed off that I no longer have that. I am tired of struggling. I am tired of fighting for it. He will never be happy. WE will never be happy. Thinking it is time to move on, yet when I put it out there and tell him that, he looks broken. I HATE that. Because I DO love him very much. Just tired of feeling like the only reason he is here is because he has nowhere else.
Happy Effing Valentine's Day to me. This used to be such a nice, special day. Pffft
See? STILL turned out to be a whiny post. Sorry 'bout that.
2 comments:
awww...girlfran...everybody feels like this on some Valentine's Day at some point. Hey, after 14 years of marriage, you know what I got yesterday? A pouch of beef jerky. No... seriously....I'm not kidding...
LOL. I am just not sure that this is going to work out and it makes me so very sad. Throw in the fact that I was MAJORLY PMSing this month, and WOO drama! LOL
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